life...

what do you all think about life...
i think life is so meanningless when you have nothing to do everyday...
like me...
everyday i don have things to do...
feel my life is so empty...
when my life can be full...
i think it will be so hard...
no one will help me...
haiz...

sometimes i really hope that i live at the jungle or kampung...
at least i don have anything to worry about...
the problem will be lesser then living in town...
the pressure is so heavy in town...
I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!

Club house...

today i went to the Kota Permai club house...
although the badminton court is no as good as the Setia Alam one...

the swimming pool is so good and the environment is good...
the club house is like a 5-stars hotel...
because when you want to go there...
you just need 3 things...
your shirt, underwear, and sport equipment...

Now...
i will go there almost every saturday...
haha...
why i want to waste a good club member???

Lose

today...
Malaysia had lost to China in the Thomas Cup semi final...
all of Malaysian hope had been distroy inculding mine...
but what can we do...
we only can hope for the next season...
but...
the cup is on grab at 4 years later...
but can our mother earth hold on till that time???
we donno...
just hope she can...
because we are counting on she...

life...
you will never know what will happen in the next minute...
maybe you will be dead maybe you would...
who knows...
but important is live in your life in now...

if you don't live in your live now...
maybe one day you will regreat...

everyone in this world live in the time now...
not the furture...
but also...
protect our mother earth...

Alone

don't you ever feel that you are alone even thought that beside you have many people?
i feel that almost like everyday...
not means tha i want a girlfriend...
just that no one ever understand what i want r what i been thinking...
excpet my 2 good friend...
at home...
i feel that the onlyplace i can live in is my room...
that's why i always like to stay in my room...
i want to find someone that will understand me...
but...
will i find it???

people's wedding...

yesterday i went to Selayang to attend my mother's friend wedding...
the decoration is very beautiful...
the food is tasty...

but i am also thinking somethings else...
when can i only will get married...
because this is the most beautiful moment in the whole life...
but a true love is hard to find...
if you can find means that you are very lucky...
you need to appreciate to that and take care her very well...
i hope i can find too...

a new start...

from now on...
this blog is no more memory...
now is a start...
this time...
almost all this blog is about my poem...
althought my poem is no good...
i want to use poem to bring out my feeling...

and also...
i will write some dairy...