28/6/11(post by iPhone)

I really want to know, why I can't get any respect?!
All I want is sone respect, I did try to earn it.
But from what I see. All had fail!
Maybe this is my life, never will gain what I try so hard to get it.
This is my faith. I had totally lose to my faith. It had made me crazy.

Love us really strange and funny thing. Because you will never know which moment you will fall in love with someone.
I really try to wait for you. But from your blog I found out that you still live in your nightmare.
You still haven't cone out yet.
I try to pull you out, but you refuse.
Maybe I still no good enough to pull you out.
I'm not your mr. Right.

Never mind. Time for me is up. Time to let it pass.
But the way you SMS me, I already know my hope is very low. but i don't why I still put so big hope on it.

Sometimes your don't have the power to change your faith.

18/6/11( post using iPhone)

Today damn shui! Because of my sister me kena GAO GAO lat.
Why always is me???
Someone that I loved like ignoring me.
Family making me crazy.
When can I get a life that I wanted?


Everything has a price tag.
Meaning that when you want something, you have to pay for it.
And every things happened there had some reason behind it.
Noting will happened without reason.

This time I didn't get my love maybe is because I hurt someone in last relationship.
So this time I won't get my love.
That's a bit unfair for me, but what can I do?
I try to change the faith but never works.
Is there any other way to do it?
I want that love!!!
Because it's important to me.
I really can't imagine a world without she.
Maybe that day I won't be as happy as now.
When I sad, I will try to think the happy moment with you.
That really make me smile back.
For you Maybe is a nightmare, but for me is the happiest moment is my life.




Really hate my sister now!!!
Never think of others!!!
All they think about is they happy they ok Le.


For the first time, I scold bad words is my blog!!!!
Because I reLly can't hold it anymore!!!
Fuck you!!!where is your bloody mind???all is the hell, right!!!
Really hope you will get pay. But y all the time need to pay the most!!!

This time I lost my car Le. I almost lost everything in my life.
Love, trust, respect, and car.
For many people of you think that it's nothing,
But for me, it's everything!!!

16/6/11

末班车by萧煌奇...
this song make me feel so sad...
is there any chances for me???
i hate this kind of feeling!!!
I feel that the distance is getting further and further...
feel like we can't talk...
we can't chat...
maybe 我没那种命...
but never mind...
even i hate...
i will also wait...

11/06/11

hate this kind of life...
you will never get what you want...
that is not a problem...
but how do you feel when you every time lose everything that you try so hard to gain...

maybe in my life...
i will never gain respect...
never will get what i want even i work so hard to gain it...

maybe this is my destiny...
i can't get what i want...
i lose everything that i work so hard on...
i want to scream out loud...

i really starting to hate my life...

11/6/11

today...
thank Ivan and Thimes...
for let me release tension...

today noon go to 1u with Ivan and Thimes...
we saw Chevrolet...
many of it...
beautiful and expensive...
I really hope to had it a!!!
but never will...
haiz...
then we had lunch...

after that we got to had our stress out on the amusement park...
so fun because I didn't done it for a long time...

then they took me back and grab my car...
then we go to setia alam
me had our dinner then we go lim teh...
this time is a bit different...
because we drink beer...
i drink 2 large bottle de...
and suddenly Ah Chooi called and told me the time need to reached there...
and by that time...
i already drink 1 and a half big beer...
haiz...
it's all too late...


If someone love you...
they will never think of what you had done to him...
they will only think of the times that you been with him and all the happy memories...
they don't care about your past or future...
all they care about is now...



I Love You...

10/6/11

the day is getting close to school...
I hate school so much...
because every movement in school is been watched...
and I hate it very much...

maybe is time to lock my blog...
because I'm thinking of writing more private thing...
only some people are allow to look inside...

I really want to be your someone...
but...
haha~~
stupid, idiot, foolish, and failure me...
this world sometimes it had no fair...
but...
when you gain a thing...
then you will loss a thing...
sometimes the changes is not fair...
but all you can do is accept that offer...
I will use almost everything to change the time with you...

everything had it's own reason to happened like this and some don't...
that is why never ask for reason for any problem...
just ask for solution in every problem...
there is no problem that couldn't been solved...
if cannot solved by one person...
then use two person to solved...
if two person cannot...
then use three...
and so on...
there is no problem that couldn't been solved...
just that do you have that heart to solve it or the other way around...

life is full of problems and surprises...
today you maybe happy..
but tomorrow you maybe death...
life is never long...
so you need to make use of every minute in every second...
make every minute count...
do something that you never think you would...
because maybe that will make you saw something that you had miss this whole time...
never look down on the power of hope...
it can make someone be powerful...
strong then he ever was...
and I felt now...

Remember...
life is a weakest things in the universe...
you must make your every breath count...
don't waste you breath...
do what you like or you think is worth...
never let a regret in your life...

7/5/11

today went to sunway...
we reached there by 10.30am...
after that we go and get some ticket...
we watched "X-Men first class"
it's a not bad movie...
i like it...

after that...
we went for a walk is the sunway mall...
sometimes you will miss many things when you walk fast...
but this time...
we walk slowly...
i found out many things...
although many things can't be told...
haha~~


life is a thing that is full of surprise...
you won't be able to know what will happen on the next second....
sometimes worse things happen...
and sometimes good things happen...
but what ever happen...
remember to not loss your hope...
hope is the source of every good thing...
when you have a hope...
you will have the will...
when you have the will...
you will have the power of will and the will to let it happen...


I'm really hoping my hope will came true...
will it be true???
only the god will know...
I'd try my best...
the rest is up to the faith...


the happiness on today won't be forget by me...
because I really hope time can froze and stop at that moment...
let me feel that very good moment in my life...
even now that moment still float in my mind...
really enjoying...

5/6/11

今天刚从关丹回家...
和全团去...
蛮开心的...

第一天...
我早上5点起床...
然后去冲凉...
冷到啊！！！
但是很怀念...
因为每次我一在学校过夜...
就会早上5点起来冲凉...
冲完后就换衣...
集队后就将东西搬上巴士...
到达后...
就开始将营帐搭起...
之后就开始过站游戏...
我就自己到沙滩玩沙...
和劲勋拍了些照片...
我们的晚餐是BBQ...
晚餐后就开始康乐活动...
他们的营舞我完全没有去学...
哈哈～～
过后就去睡了...
但是睡不久就被叫醒啊！！！
我都模模糊糊地去集队...
被骂一顿...


第二天...
早上吃完早餐就去玩paintball...
超爽的啊！！！
我们的队伍被分散到男女一起...
我的队伍没有想到我们能进到4强...
在半决赛败给贻国队伍...
哈哈！！！
虽然不满意...
但是他们公平地赢了...
我没有想到我的队伍的人愿意听我的作战计划...
很谢谢他们...
之后就去吃晚餐...
晚餐后就营火会...
营火会的过程很爽啊...

第三天...
我们就8点起来...
吃了早餐就去拍照...
拍完就收拾回家...


晚上我做在营地看着沙滩...
很希望和你在那里漫步...
每天都几乎梦见你...
哈哈～～
日有所思...
夜有所梦...
哈哈～～

1/6/11

today is the start of June...
every good thing start with a happy start...
and i just had it...
haha~~
this is life...
you never know what will happen on the next moment...
maybe good thing...
maybe worst thing will happen...

but for now...
i willing to accept all the bad thing that will happen...
because i just had the good moment of my life...
i really hope that time would stop at that moment...
because that kind of thing won't happen the next time...
but i still hoping for next time...
but will it come???
only the god will know...

we'll never know what will happen on the next moment...
enjoy this moment...