26/8/11

It is really crazy that I continue run non-stop.
This is the very first I time and the last time I did it.
And I love it ao much.

In the past sports day...
I used to just run in one category...
but this year...
I run 6...
For me it is crazy...

All my personal category lose...
What a pity...
But I did won a champion!!!
In 8x100
My leg really hurt...
But for me never mind...
I did it all for my class...
And even I lose my leg is ok...


I'm thinking of future now...
What will it like???
Totally is a mystery...
But one thing I can sure is...
I'm still waiting for you...
Waiting for your yes...
When will you say yes?

I really scared now...
Scared that losing you...
Haha...
It sound a bit crazy...
But I really scared it...
You are the one that brought me in to this lovely world...
Then you are the one that will bring me to future...
Maybe I'm not good enough...
That is why your answer is still no...

17/8/11

Today is the third day after that incident...
I started to feel much much better now...
I start to be happy me...
Just that I still waiting for your reply...
Because your choice will decide my future...
But now all I can do is hope only...
From these few days chat I feel that my chances is getting lower and lower...
This is the thing I don't want to see...
I hate it...

Curse you for all the people that think that love is a toy...
I hate all of you that think love is a game!!!
If possible...
You will get "pay" for what you have done!!!

For now...
I can do nothing...
All I can do is hope...
And wish that my dream will come true...

I love you...
This is not a joke...

16/8/11

Today is the second day...
I feel better now...
I been thinking a lot...
Will we stuck in this relationship???
I really don't want that we stuck in this relationship...

When you said that you want to follow the feeling...
I really scared that we will stuck in this relationship...
Because there are something that I can't do...
Such as told my parent that you are the one I love..
you are the one that I person that I want to spent my whole life with it...
I can't date you out often...
Maybe I can't called it a date...

I want to tell people that you are my girlfriend...
Will I have that chance???
This only you can decide...
Because I'm ready...

I really love you...
Maybe that is some fake in it...
But all I can say is...
All these word is totally truly from the bottom of my heart...

15/8/11

Today is the second day I been thinking about it...
All I can say is I really made the wrong action...
I should not speak it out...
But what had happened is cannot undo...
All i can do is continue...
The trust from you to me is still not strong enough...
I will try to make that bond stronger...

14/8/11

today is my sadest day...
this is what life looks like...
crual...
for the first time i cried...
i really stupid...
thinking of something that is impossble...
i.m so no use...
wait a whlie also cannot...
totally is a failure...
maybe you reject me is the good thing for you a...
you can find someone more good a...

14/8/11
this day will be in me till forever...
because this is the day that i cried for you...
i never thought that i will cried...

14/8/11

sometimes when heart told you to do this...
your body hard to speak it out...

i want to speak out that word...
but where is my braveness...
i want it...
i hunger for it...
i need that action now...
but..
all i can do is hope someday i can done it...

sacrifice...
that is one thing you need to learn before you get something...
for things that i want it now...
i will rather loss everything to earn that thing...
that just one thing...

11/8/11

today i really disappointed...
but this is what we called life~~
not everything in your life will go the way you planned...
there is always a block in front...
you need to have the braveness to conquer it...
for me~~
it is really hard...


that time your said you can't go~~
really for the first time i feel want to cry~
so hard to say out how i feel that time...
never mind la~~
i think i ok le~

life is a challenge...
but in this challenge you need to win~
no matter how also you need to win...


everything in life you gain it by something you trade it out...
you need to learn to loss something before you gain something...
i already loss something le...
can i gain it now???

is the timing right now???
when is the timing???
haiz...