22/11/11

Sometime you need to face something you fear or dislike the most.
This is life.
But you know what?
I didn't have it.

I really useless.
Can't do anything.
All I do is rubbish.
I'm so selfish.
I'm a jealously guy.
I'm a dumb guy.

Just now, I was hoping you just chat with me a bit longer.
But you just say don't jealous then bye bye.
You know how hurt is me?
Oh yah, you not me. You can't feel it.
Let me tell you, it is damn pain.


In life, not every wish will come true.
Not even in dream.

18/11/11(second post)

Life never will goes the way you want it to.
It will just goes how it should be.

I not really coloured hair people.
Because you are born for who you are and how you look.
Why you want to make something to cover yourself?
This world is full of lies and fake.
I honestly don't like this kind of people.
Why you want to lie people?
When you lie people, can you lie yourself?
Because of money, everyone tried to become a person that is heartless.
All the people in the world care of is the money.
They never care how people feel.

I HATE PEOPLE THAT LIVE BEHIND THE MASK!!!!

18/11/11

Maybe you don't know yet.
I really hate people lie.
That is why I don't really like to lie.

And also don't like people fake.
Smile so happy but her/his heart no really want to smile.

Sometimes I want to tell you something, but I don't have the braveness to speak it out.

Everyone has weekness.
But I think, I had the most many weekness.

15/11/11

Maybe I'm just still not important enough for you.
Why you will think of FaceTime someone and never think of FaceTime me?
I was hoping you will use the line or viber to call me, but you didn't.
I'm so disappointed.
An I the one that flash through your mind?
I can't really sure that.
What I can sure is that, I'm the most stupidest person in the world.

14/11/11

Today you go to Singapore Le.
I so miss you a, honey.
You only when reached here the day after tomorrow.
There is a bit long.
These three days is the longest days of my life.
Honey, hope you peace and safe.
I love you.

Scout

All I want to say is, sorry all scout.
I really so tired of scouting Le.
It really almost takes all time away.
Scout really gives me a lot of memories, but as you grow older, you life will never be that simple.
You need to make money for your family.
You need to work.
You have your own social life.
Not everything is scout.
When you middle-school ends, your scout life will end as well.
I really regret that I took this event.

I hate life

Really company is more important then family?!!!
What a luck!!!
Fuck!!!
That is why I don't like this home.
This week, I really having a bad week.
I am starting to feel that you are dumping me.
I felt ignore.



Maybe is good bye.

9/11/11

I know. I'm useless. Didn't do anything with brain.


Just now, I so scared I will lose you. I don't want to!!!!!

Sorry, I hurt myself again.

7/11/11

Yesterday was my birthday.
I'm kinda looking forward to it.
I'm very happy.
I'm really happy that you celebrate my birthday with me even your body not in the perfect form.
Thanks honey.
This is one of my happiest moment in my life.

2/11/11

Feeling awful. This feeling really bad. I don't want this kind if feeling. But what can I do.