first day in school...

everything now life going back what they used to be...
starting to busy at school home work and also scout thing...
but when you think of it...
you will feel that school life is better...
so when you busy...
mean that you life is full...
everyday got things to do...
that is i'm trying to conquer...
hope i can conquer it...

end of a life...

today is the last day of my holiday...
tomoro is the starting of a new life...
or i can say it...
school life just like old time...
just that this time...
i got a new thing to do...
!@#$%^&*...(screat)
go for king scout...
dance...
and exam...

wish myself have a happy time...^^

love rule...

someone told me this...
you use 1 minute to know someone...
use 1 hour to fall in love...
use 1 day to appreciate...
but you use a life time to forget...

all of that is true...

Experience...

the experience that i won't forget till the end of my life...
i learn many thing is these 3 days...
i learn how to take a team...
how to build teamwork in a group...
and many more...
if i can control time...
i hope that time won't pass...
because that is the happiest day is my life...
i althought there are something borthering me...
but that didn't stop me for having fun...

there are something happen suddenly...
(that cannot tell)
i hope this time i real...

new target...

Now...
my life target is to get the highest honer...
that is king scout...
that is my new target...
that is a life time experience...
wish me luck...
^^
new lifestyle...
new target...

Loneliness and Jelously...

sometimes...
i hate my lifestyle now...
but...
what can i do...
i can do nothing...
i want happiness...
but all i get is nothing...
nothing...
nothing but a empty shell...
everything...
every memory i had before...
all i can say is almost is fake...
because they are liying to me...
I remember how they dump me...
all the sadness...
but the third time is me...

the first time is me stupid...
possess the girl but don have her heart...
but i will want to be with her...
i think of her anywhere anytime...
but she is thinking someone else...

the second time is me idiot...
this time me is sure that she love someone with a good look...
i thought she really like me...
but she only look at the face only...

the third time is me dumping her...
because me fell in love of her for only 3 days...
that was the most stupid move that i make...
i hurt her...
i'm sorry for you...
but i think sorry is no enough...

haiz...
for the example above...
what can i say...
nothing...

i'm not good is love...
so almost like 2-3 months i never touch in love...
althought i got a bit heart touch...
but i never take action...
because i don want to hurt more ppl...

lonely...
i will get used to it le...
jelous...
i think it will cotinue...
haiz...

this is what we called life...