Loneliness and Jelously...

sometimes...
i hate my lifestyle now...
but...
what can i do...
i can do nothing...
i want happiness...
but all i get is nothing...
nothing...
nothing but a empty shell...
everything...
every memory i had before...
all i can say is almost is fake...
because they are liying to me...
I remember how they dump me...
all the sadness...
but the third time is me...

the first time is me stupid...
possess the girl but don have her heart...
but i will want to be with her...
i think of her anywhere anytime...
but she is thinking someone else...

the second time is me idiot...
this time me is sure that she love someone with a good look...
i thought she really like me...
but she only look at the face only...

the third time is me dumping her...
because me fell in love of her for only 3 days...
that was the most stupid move that i make...
i hurt her...
i'm sorry for you...
but i think sorry is no enough...

haiz...
for the example above...
what can i say...
nothing...

i'm not good is love...
so almost like 2-3 months i never touch in love...
althought i got a bit heart touch...
but i never take action...
because i don want to hurt more ppl...

lonely...
i will get used to it le...
jelous...
i think it will cotinue...
haiz...

this is what we called life...